November 23, 2001

I’m still sick and I feel bad but that’s life and I’ll be alright.

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Filed in health, illness at 11:29 pm

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November 21, 2001

I am physically ill today, I don’t know if it’s stress related but my mom is on her way to take me to the hospital. I’ll fill in the details whenever I get back.

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Filed in stress, health, illness, sick at 10:53 pm

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November 20, 2001

I would say today has been low on the mental health scale. I’m fairly annoyed with people in my life. I don’t know if I want to be around people. I don’t know if I want to be here. I don’t know if I want to get out of bed tomorrow. I’m not sure what I do know anymore. My head is full of information and the capacity to compute it all and use it but somehow I am not able to function normally with my given surroundings. I am not really sure how to deal with my feelings because I’ve usually been neutral to most everything.

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Filed in thoughts, depression, illness at 2:07 am

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November 14, 2001

Everyone should telnet to (yes, telnet :P) towel.blinkenlights.nl and watch the ascii star wars movie they have, it’s great ;)

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Filed in websites, computers, fun at 11:21 pm

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I’m in a pretty bad mood today, I just woke up feeling angry, I must have had a dream about something that ticked me off. Who knows? This is rather odd, even for me.

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Filed in emotions, depression, Uncategorized at 7:19 pm

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November 4, 2001

The more and more I think about it, I really want to move to Italy. I want to be away from everyone and everything that has caused me pain. I want to start over again fresh and have a new chance at a new life. I want to be away from the hypocrisy pit I live in. Sure, Italy is a hypocrisy pit as well but frankly I don’t care. It’s not dirty and nasty like the US. I’m so unhappy here.

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Filed in moving, depression at 8:34 am

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November 3, 2001

I am currently stripping ALL the wallpaper in the family room off the wall. What fun, what fun. Well, I’m close to finishing actually, thank goodness. Now I just have to prime the walls, paint the top and bottom and re-decorate *sigh* Well, at least I’ll be in better spirits, I already am. I should be an interior decorator, except I dislike people.

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Filed in projects, painting, fun at 7:45 am

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