March 24, 2002
My body is being quite strange today. I am quite tired and sore. I suppose my body is all of a sudden wanting to catch up on sleep (this week especially) after 20 years of little sleep and much work. My mother says it’s probably mononucleosis but I disagree. I truly think I’ve entered a state of exhaustion.
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My body is being quite strange today. I am quite tired and sore. I suppose my body is all of a sudden wanting to catch up on sleep (this week especially) after 20 years of little sleep and much work. My mother says it’s probably mononucleosis but I disagree. I truly think I’ve entered a state of exhaustion.
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March 20, 2002
The strange world of my dreams…
I had my usual recurring dream of someone breaking in and having to kill them, except this time it was done to Vivaldi’s Four Seasons. The song was backwards though, it was quite strange. The song played all 48 minutes in my head and then woke up, I had the dream again then I had a dream related to something Seifer and I were talking about. I dreamt I was out in the universe finding where my infinite 3’s were to fit, the void spoke to me and said it was part of the universe and I was welcome to store my 3’s there. He said I should use what I need and the universe was shown to me as being infinite and without boundary, he merely was sitting at the point at which we can conceive. It was not God, it was the void, it was just a very nice and well spoken yet wise void. Then I woke up and I went outside and ran and now I’m tired but feeling renewed. I feel more alive today than ever. 
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The strange world of my dreams…
I had my usual recurring dream of someone breaking in and having to kill them, except this time it was done to Vivaldi’s Four Seasons. The song was backwards though, it was quite strange. The song played all 48 minutes in my head and then woke up, I had the dream again then I had a dream related to something Seifer and I were talking about. I dreamt I was out in the universe finding where my infinite 3’s were to fit, the void spoke to me and said it was part of the universe and I was welcome to store my 3’s there. He said I should use what I need and the universe was shown to me as being infinite and without boundary, he merely was sitting at the point at which we can conceive. It was not God, it was the void, it was just a very nice and well spoken yet wise void. Then I woke up and I went outside and ran and now I’m tired but feeling renewed. I feel more alive today than ever. 
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March 17, 2002
I have been having strange dreams and I am informed they will not stop until they are finished proving their point to me.
I think I may be embarking on a strange but exciting journey of knowledge, awareness, and understanding; and it certainly promises to be the strangest psychological journey of one’s mind…
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I have been having strange dreams and I am informed they will not stop until they are finished proving their point to me.
I think I may be embarking on a strange but exciting journey of knowledge, awareness, and understanding; and it certainly promises to be the strangest psychological journey of one’s mind…
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March 15, 2002
I was just reading “Human… all too Human” by Nietzsche. I was reading the chapter “Man Alone with Himself.” I’ve read this passage so many times before and this line so many times before, however, the reality struck me.
Line 513: Life as the product of life. However far man may extend himself with his knowledge, however objective he may appear to himself-ultimately he reaps nothing but his own biography.
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I was just reading “Human… all too Human” by Nietzsche. I was reading the chapter “Man Alone with Himself.” I’ve read this passage so many times before and this line so many times before, however, the reality struck me.
Line 513: Life as the product of life. However far man may extend himself with his knowledge, however objective he may appear to himself-ultimately he reaps nothing but his own biography.
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I had a discussion with my mother this evening about religion. I asked her if she would kill me if God told her to. She said “Yes, if I was certain God was telling me to do so.” I asked her, “How would you be certain without doubting God which is a sin?” She said, “I would seek counsel before I did it.” I said, “That’s doubting God and also you would locked up in a mental institution.” She said, “If God appeared here and said to kill me would you do it?” I said, “Hell no, I’d kill him. If he wants it done so badly he should do it himself” Then I proceeded to go off the deep end with my comical antics on religion about the Yates woman killing her kids (not that I find it at all funny) but I used it to prove a point. I said, “What if God told her to kill her kids? Did she do anything wrong?” My mom says “Yes, of course.” We got into a heated discussion, although, mildly amusing I must admit. So amusing that I was driven to put red paint over my door and print the words “Passover” on it. I told her that I was taking up all the keys to the doors in the house and running her through a metal detector before she ever came in. Religious zealots are psycho. My own mother who is typically full of rational thought is too a zealot that can be nuts if God so inclines to tell her to murder her own child. And yet she’s still my best friend…
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I had a discussion with my mother this evening about religion. I asked her if she would kill me if God told her to. She said “Yes, if I was certain God was telling me to do so.” I asked her, “How would you be certain without doubting God which is a sin?” She said, “I would seek counsel before I did it.” I said, “That’s doubting God and also you would locked up in a mental institution.” She said, “If God appeared here and said to kill me would you do it?” I said, “Hell no, I’d kill him. If he wants it done so badly he should do it himself” Then I proceeded to go off the deep end with my comical antics on religion about the Yates woman killing her kids (not that I find it at all funny) but I used it to prove a point. I said, “What if God told her to kill her kids? Did she do anything wrong?” My mom says “Yes, of course.” We got into a heated discussion, although, mildly amusing I must admit. So amusing that I was driven to put red paint over my door and print the words “Passover” on it. I told her that I was taking up all the keys to the doors in the house and running her through a metal detector before she ever came in. Religious zealots are psycho. My own mother who is typically full of rational thought is too a zealot that can be nuts if God so inclines to tell her to murder her own child. And yet she’s still my best friend…
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For all those that don’t know, the Ides of March is just like any other day in Roman history, they referred to specific times of the month as Kalends, Nones, and Ides. But still, beware the Ides of March.
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For all those that don’t know, the Ides of March is just like any other day in Roman history, they referred to specific times of the month as Kalends, Nones, and Ides. But still, beware the Ides of March.
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March 14, 2002
Beware! Beware!
The Ides of March are tomorrow….
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