February 19, 2004
I am so elated now. I have not really spoken about the memory problems I had been having. I theorize that they were the result of coming out of the depression that I had for so long. As soon as I was no longer depressed, some of my memories almost seemed to be behind a wall and I could never really reach them. However, I had a very large breakthrough today when I randomly began recalling all of the things I had intermittently strived to recall. I am so excited that I can now recall everything that I once did with accuracy and precision. I feel so much better to know that that issue is behind me.
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I am so elated now. I have not really spoken about the memory problems I had been having. I theorize that they were the result of coming out of the depression that I had for so long. As soon as I was no longer depressed, some of my memories almost seemed to be behind a wall and I could never really reach them. However, I had a very large breakthrough today when I randomly began recalling all of the things I had intermittently strived to recall. I am so excited that I can now recall everything that I once did with accuracy and precision. I feel so much better to know that that issue is behind me.
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I am so elated now. I have not really spoken about the memory problems I had been having. I theorize that they were the result of coming out of the depression that I had for so long. As soon as I was no longer depressed, some of my memories almost seemed to be behind a wall and I could never really reach them. However, I had a very large breakthrough today when I randomly began recalling all of the things I had intermittently strived to recall. I am so excited that I can now recall everything that I once did with accuracy and precision. I feel so much better to know that that issue is behind me.
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November 20, 2001
I would say today has been low on the mental health scale. I’m fairly annoyed with people in my life. I don’t know if I want to be around people. I don’t know if I want to be here. I don’t know if I want to get out of bed tomorrow. I’m not sure what I do know anymore. My head is full of information and the capacity to compute it all and use it but somehow I am not able to function normally with my given surroundings. I am not really sure how to deal with my feelings because I’ve usually been neutral to most everything.
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November 14, 2001
I’m in a pretty bad mood today, I just woke up feeling angry, I must have had a dream about something that ticked me off. Who knows? This is rather odd, even for me.
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November 4, 2001
The more and more I think about it, I really want to move to Italy. I want to be away from everyone and everything that has caused me pain. I want to start over again fresh and have a new chance at a new life. I want to be away from the hypocrisy pit I live in. Sure, Italy is a hypocrisy pit as well but frankly I don’t care. It’s not dirty and nasty like the US. I’m so unhappy here.
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October 27, 2001
I talked to my mom today for quite a while when she came over and we had our *dinner fiasco*. She’s really worried about me and how depressed I am. Nothing is really better but my mood is a little better even though nothing is solved…
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October 21, 2001
I am on the verge of a complete mental breakdown. Nevertheless, it will be an emotionless breakdown - how interesting.
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Caring for people is a futile waste of my mental energy. I’m extremely depressed and I’m not doing so great mentally, my thought processes are extremely skewed… I keep pushing people farther away. Sometimes, I wish I wasn’t such a narcissist, then maybe I could talk about the *real* problem. But, I am. So, I don’t. And *some* people are incredibly stupid.
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How am I supposed to cope with being crazy?
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October 19, 2001
I’m redesigning the website, should have it done this evening.
I’m also trying to figure out how the lowest point in my life is also one of the happiest times of my life.
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October 9, 2001
This has been a trying day.
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