July 10, 2004

It really is quite amazing how some people react to taking medication. My grandmother called this morning to say she was out of medication and needed me to come and refill her medication containers. She was not actually out of medication she simply did not know what day it was. Nonetheless, I arrived with medication to refill the other days and she took her morning dosage. She puts the pills in her mouth and swallows them. Before the pills even made it into her stomach she declares that the medication has already made her feel “much better.” It is unclear to me how an aspirin could make her feel better, especially when the aspirin is for children. Actually, it is rather clear, she is nuts and obviously has some kind of psychological dependence upon all her medication. Of course, this is the same woman that took a very toxic drug for years and never told her doctor about the side effects because “the doctor knows what is best for me.” Disturbing.

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October 21, 2001

I am on the verge of a complete mental breakdown.   Nevertheless, it will be an emotionless breakdown - how interesting.

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Caring for people is a futile waste of my mental energy.  I’m extremely depressed and I’m not doing so great mentally, my thought processes are extremely skewed… I keep pushing people farther away. Sometimes, I wish I wasn’t such a narcissist, then maybe I could talk about the *real* problem. But, I am. So, I don’t. And *some* people are incredibly stupid.

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How am I supposed to cope with being crazy?

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